I shouldn't need anything more. . .

Emotions are weird, and emotions are hard to deal with. I was convicted while singing the song "How He Loves", that, I don't always believe what it says. . . if I did, I think I would be living my life a lot differently. The truth is, that on a daily basis I don't live a life that says "I believe there is a God, and I believe HE loves me" how much different would our lives look. . . How much differently would MY life look, if I LIVED like a child who is loved by the most wonderful and supremely awesome Father. . .!?
Instead, I live my life based on how I feel about myself. . .and truth to be honest; I dont love myself very much. . . AND I'm not good at loving myself when I try. Other people aren't good at loving me either, and I'm not good at loving other people.
But what good is it to focus on those things? What more do I need than the Love of the Father? Truth, I shouldn't need anything more. . .  

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He is jealous for me, loves like a hurricane, I am a tree

Bending beneath the weight of His wind and mercy

When all of a sudden I am unaware of these afflictions

Eclipsed by glory and I realize just how beautiful You are

And how great Your affections are for me

And oh, how He loves us, oh

Oh, how He loves us, how He loves us all

Adventure is out there!

(Family Camping Trip 2014)