Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Restless.....

My life right now seems like it is at a stand still. Everything is in slow motion. I nether feel Spiritually rich, or spiritually lacking. I'm stuck somewhere between the lines.

I feel like my spiritual life is just vapid.

I sit and read the bible, but struggle to find any significant meaning in the passages.
Its not like my world is shattering...or falling apart, I am so blessed with the life God has given me! But.......there is just a peace that is missing. I know what it feels like, I've experienced that blessed gift before and I know that it is absent in my life right now. And it frustrating; 'cause I keep searching for it.....but I can not find it.

My question is; does God allow us to go through times in our life where we nether feel peace nor chaos?

I'm trying so hard to give this over to God, but it is harder said than done. I'm tired of feeling restless. And I'm tired of being spiritually tired.

I don't really know what else to say....
Please, if there is anyone who reads my blog, would you take some time to comment bellow and share your thoughts with me? And will you guys be praying for me?

Thank you so much!
Love and Blessings always <3




3 comments:

  1. God is perfect.
    His plan is perfect.
    His timing is perfect.
    HE IS INCONTROL.

    Hang in there!

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  2. I believe God does let us go through times like that so that we will grow. Just this week I heard someone say that "Everything grows in the valley. It's never on the mountain top that we see the most life." How true that is! I truly believe whole-heartedly that God allows these times of "dullness" (for lack of a better word) to creep in because once we DO get back on the right track,it is SO very sweet! I find the times of "spiritual unrest" in my life to be even more difficult than the times when I feel my walk with God is in shambles because I'm searching and searching and getting nowhere. Just remember that the Lord holds you in His arms and is all the peace and satisfaction you need! Our God is a "jealous God"-He wants all of our undivided attention!
    ....Super long comment,I know. :) I love your blog! Keep on "fighting the good fight." :)
    ~Hannah

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  3. Steve HillMay 07, 2013

    "He MAKETH me to lie down in green pastures." We'd rather play and picnic, but He has other
    plans for us.

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