Some of my reflections

Something that I believe God showed me while I was in Uganda, is my need for brokenness.

I know that's a strange thing to say...but honestly...If one doesn't experience brokenness...how can they see their need to be healed? In the same way, how can someone who doesn't know they are lost see their need for help?

The song I shared with you all a while back said "Make me broken, so I can be healed. Cause I am so calloused. and now I cant feel. . . Make me empty, So I can be filled. ‘Cause I’m still holding onto my will. And I’m completed when you are with me."

God gave me a drive and a passion to make a difference. I've always said I want to make a difference, to be a difference...but I feel as though I haven't even taken that leap of faith out of my comfort zone to allow room in my life for that to happen. I'm pretty good at being comfortable.....but Jesus never said that his will for us in life was to be comfortable. 

I didn't want to leave Africa, but I was ready to come back, because I felt hope and excitement for whatever God would use me to do here. I still don't know how I am impacting this world, this town, these people. But maybe I am not supposed to see....maybe I just need to trust and continue to live! And maybe that is to save me from pride, and to encourage humility.

God is good, all the time. And all the time God is is Good.